Monday, May 24, 2010
Je ne suis pas heureux
I am afraid to be alone, as i will think too much, especially when i am not in good mood.Last night, i was thinking too much again. I thought of a question:
"Am i living for MYSELF or living for OTHERS?"
I realised that i am really LIVING FOR OTHERS for the past few years, just to avoid any unhappy moment. I found out one thing:
I am not happy at all
Maybe you guys saw me laughing and smiling there, it might be real, it might simply be fake, as i acted it out. Maybe one day i should be awarded "The Best Actress" by Oscar...
Thus, to be myself, i bought these:
G2000 pants which i not suppose to buy
And a Nyonya dress since everyone asked me whether am i a Nyonya just simply because I am from Melaka...Not too worry everyone, i THINK i am fine...
Although i am going INSANE... @.@
我从来都不说不，
不是因为我愿意，
是因为我爱你；
我从来 都不生气
不是因为我没有脾气，
是应为我爱你；
我从来都不哭,
不是因为我没有眼泪，
是因为我爱你！
12:01 AM By 小惟的心情部落格
