Sunday, May 30, 2010
Girls
I hate being a girl... Why? There are few reasons:1. Menstrual, especially when we are having menstrual pain (like what i am having now)
2. Always at the not-benefited side, like you-know-what situation
3. Clothes are bloody expensive, the lesser the cloth used, the more expensive it is!!!
4. Make-up products are way too many in the market. (see, SHES' money are easy to earn)
5. Girls are always very emotional (maybe is just me)
6. Girls always wear more than guys, especially the upper part of the body
7. Female must always suffer pain!!!
8. In traditional family, girls are the one who doing all house chores
9. Children can't follow mother's surname unless is single-mother
10. Looking down on female from society...
11. Girls are hard to understand (sometimes i couldn't even understand myself =P)
And of course many many more reasons... Thus in conclusion:
I HATE BEING A GIRL!!!
But what to do, i am born like this. So,
I MUST LIVE MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST!!!
XD
8:37 PM By 小惟的心情部落格
Friday, May 28, 2010
UPDATE UPDATE!!! XD
I don't know why i just feel like updating my blog more frequent... HAHA...FYI, I am currently having my 3 days holidays = Wesak Day (PH) and 2 days of off day. Thus i have plenty time for me to upload all the photos available in my phone, plus the line at home is running well (currently and hopefully in the future also) =)
For the past 1 week, i am super busy in the hotel. Reason why? Is because:
1. Lamborghini Group staying in our hotel (around 20 pax)
2. Microsoft Company event at PICC (around 200 pax ++)
3. Tonnes of meetings and quotations (around 10 ++)
4. Thank God Is Friday (TGIF) which should be TGIT (since is on Thursday)
And of course a lot more which i forgot already. =P
At the beginning of the week, Lamborghini Group was here. We saw a lot of Lamborghini cars which made me freaked out. I just managed to took 3 cars which parked right in front of my office. The rest of the cars were at the valet parking which i daren't to go up and take photos. =P
Here are some pictures of these AWESOME cars. Enjoy =) :
I personally prefer this one as the doors open upwards, like BATMAN'S CAR!!!The busiest one i think should be Microsoft event. Is consider as a huge event for our hotel (since our hotel is a small hotel). This event is known as "Microsoft Launching of New Software - CLOUD." It was on the 25 May and the whole Putrajaya International Convention Centre (PICC) is ours. We in charged of the whole F&B operations. I was actually been walking with my 3 inches high heel from 9am to 5.30pm without sitting down. PAINFUL!!! And is still now... I didn't had my lunch and dinner too that day. Pity me =(
We hired a lot of part-timers as we were lack of staffs. When i saw how these part-timers served, i nearly fainted. They dare to keep the guests' plates without asking the guests!!! Plus they must "SQUEEZED" themselves within 2 guests in order to clear the plates. OMG!!! I almost had heart attack...
On the other hand, Tan Sri Mohd Sidik was having dinner at the same venue as well. Thus our BOSS wanted it to be perfect. (FYI, Tan Sri Sidik is our Chief Secretary to the Government of Malaysia; Ketua Setiausaha Negara, one of the "behind man" of Putrajaya.)
Here are some pictures of out event (before we started of course):
For the TGIT, is actually a staff event to award those staffs that performed excellent job for the month. Of course we had to attend as per BOSS's request. Quite fun actually. Knowing the Shangri-La Way of Cultural =)
Here are some pictures of it:
The left most is my BOSS!!! XD
Happy Wesak Day!!! Went back just to see the event!!! 1 year once... Is a MUST to see it =P Due to my dad's tuition, we just managed to see the last few groups. At least we got Buddha's holy water and the Buddha's Joysticks Smoke. For those who don't know, the holy water and the smoke are for blessing purpose.
Here are some pictures taken by my beloved phone =) :
I realised, I LIKE TO USE MY PHONE TO TAKE PHOTOS NOW!!! Is it good or bad? Hmm... I am starting to become "PHOTOGENIC!!!" @_@
If you wanna see more photos, please do check my Facebook. I had uploaded all the above photos on Facebook =)
Anyway, I am transfering to Banquet Department, trainee under MICE Specialist from next week onwards. For those who don't know what is the meaning for BANQUET, please do check dictionary. But for those who don't know the meaning of MICE, here is the extended form of it: Meetings, Incentives, Conventions and Exhibitions (MICE). Well, basically i must do both paper works and also serving. Looking forward although will be busier =P
I think is time for me to sleep since i have been awake for more than 20 hours already ~_~
I am SERIOUSLY going KUKU this time =P
Till then =)
12:38 AM By 小惟的心情部落格
Monday, May 24, 2010
Je ne suis pas heureux
I am afraid to be alone, as i will think too much, especially when i am not in good mood.Last night, i was thinking too much again. I thought of a question:
"Am i living for MYSELF or living for OTHERS?"
I realised that i am really LIVING FOR OTHERS for the past few years, just to avoid any unhappy moment. I found out one thing:
I am not happy at all
Maybe you guys saw me laughing and smiling there, it might be real, it might simply be fake, as i acted it out. Maybe one day i should be awarded "The Best Actress" by Oscar...
Thus, to be myself, i bought these:
G2000 pants which i not suppose to buy
And a Nyonya dress since everyone asked me whether am i a Nyonya just simply because I am from Melaka...Not too worry everyone, i THINK i am fine...
Although i am going INSANE... @.@
我从来都不说不，
不是因为我愿意，
是因为我爱你；
我从来 都不生气
不是因为我没有脾气，
是应为我爱你；
我从来都不哭,
不是因为我没有眼泪，
是因为我爱你！
12:01 AM By 小惟的心情部落格
Friday, May 21, 2010
@.@
顿时，我觉得我变成了千古罪人...@.@
>.<
11:47 PM By 小惟的心情部落格
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
SO TRUE!!!
Received a message that is written like this:“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.” - Neil Gaiman-
SO TRUE!!!
7:00 PM By 小惟的心情部落格
Friday, May 14, 2010
Reality...
I got the answer that i always wanted to ask... But is not from the situation that i want...This all came in sudden. I really couldn't take it... I was afraid... Afraid of what? I don't know... I just wanted to go back to the past, where i can just focus on studies, not the problems other than that.
I really don't want this to happen, but it happened... What can i do? Save it? I couldn't... I am not that "powerful" enough to change this... Because i am one of the "victims"... I think TIME is the best solution...
Sometimes, what we think might not be good for others or vise versa. Maybe we did wrong, maybe we are wrong or maybe we completely "destroy" the whole situation. But it did not come purposely but is what they think is best for us, although sometimes it turns out the other way round.
Thanks for the caring, friend. I am ok... At least for now...
I have lot's more things to do...
I have to concentrate on my training...
I have to spend my time on my family...
I have to keep myself up-on-date on everything...
I have to be busy... Just for my own good.
熬过了就好。
当雪花融化，
春天就到了。
要等到种子萌芽、开花、结果，是不容易的。
既然两人有缘，
忍一忍，
值得一等。
让他等，你做会原本的你就好了！
是的，
“缘”！
就靠你了！
11:31 PM By 小惟的心情部落格
Friday, May 7, 2010
FREAKING!!!
THIS IS SERIOUSLY FREAKING ME OUT!!!I AM SCARE >.<
p/s: i have made the wrong decision... and i regretted, truly...
8:08 PM By 小惟的心情部落格
