Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Released...
13 May 2008 Sunny DaySo tired today... Had a very bored Physic extra class which is just took us 20 min to finish... And teacher just read what he wrote on his notes that he gave us... So bored... During that time, Da Jie called me... But since i having class, i didn't answer it...
After class, i message her and told her that she can called me already... Is about that thing again... Er Jie they all told Da Jie about it as i told them to do so... But i didn't expect that they will tell Da Jie so fast... On the way back to my apartment, i was talking to her... I try to control my tears as don't let it fall down since am still outside, not in my apartment... But once i reach my apartment, i can't control it anymore... I cried once again...
I told mum about it also as i really cannot stand it anymore... I miss home... Suddenly... I was like "Mummy, i had something to tell you but you cannot scold me..." Afterwards, i cried already... Guess she was shocked that time that i will cried... But she told me that that is good as i can find a better one next year overseas. She was sure that many guys are wooing me rather than San Jie... HAHA... She asked me whether want to go back home this weekend, of course i didn't reject... I want to go back home...
After that, the phone has been passed to dad... Once i heard his voice, i cried once again... He was like helping me to scold that guy... So good... He even ask me whether want to go back home tomorrow since i can't focus on my revision now... WOW... After this incident, i just realised that every parents dote their children... But mum said i must be independent to face the sadness myself... Want to go back? Or not? So confusing...
After telling them about this, i feel so relax... Not so stressful anymore... I am myself temporary for today already... I hope that i can be it for the rest of the day... I even made a promise that i cannot cry anymore... Not worth for me to cry so much... I have even better choices next year... Just learn it as a lesson on how to control my feeling...
放手，让它随风飘扬。这次，决不拿回。让它能找到属于自己的天空，而我，也会有自己的一片天空。我祝福你！！！也祝福我吧！！！
12:19 AM By 小惟的心情部落格
