Saturday, May 3, 2008
I lost all my confident... Once again...
2 May 2008 Sunny DayStill in Melaka... Went back to my secondary school with Yik Ling this morning... Saw many teachers and friends there... Miss them so much... But we are so unlucky... Once we came down from the car, we saw the teacher that we hate the most - Chua... That time, we dare not even walk and just stand there... Until he went into the staff's room... But he didn't spoil our mood anyway... Still feel very happy when we saw our teachers and friends there...
Went to Tesco today this afternoon also... Mum brought me there... The main purpose for me to go there is to stock up my foods in KL... Before we shopped, we have a "tea time" at Kluang Station, in Tesco also... Then we shopped for 2 hours. The things that we bought, almost all were mine... HAHA... We went home at about 7 something to have our dinner... Finally i had stocked up the instant noodle that i have in KL already... Phew...
Night time, i received a bad news... I failed my maths once again... Why??? Why this happened to me again? I so confident when doing revision but still... I had lost all my confident already... Not even a little in me... All of them went to no where... Can't find them... 我很累，真得很累了...希望一次又一次的被毁灭，我的心死了。彻彻底底的死了。我的自信，不见了，找不着，也不想找了...
Sorry about that... I shouldn't have scold you just because am in bad mood... 我不因该意气用事，我知道... 但是，每当我需要一个拥抱，你却不在身边。我很辛苦... Sorry about that... Really sorry... But i can't stand it anymore...
What should i do? I know that cry can't solve anything... But, this is the only option that i have... No other choices anymore...
12:30 AM By 小惟的心情部落格
