Sunday, May 11, 2008
I broke my promise again...
11 May 2008 Sunny DayWake up at 10 today... Actually i woke up at 7 something today... But i slept back again and woke up at 10 today... After that, i and Pheik Vay accompanied Charlene to go and collect the clothes that she bought... Then, we had our lunch at Mac Donald... Chat a lot of things there... HAHA...
We came back in the afternoon... She was like busy checking her JPA scholarship things... But sadly to say, she didn't got it... She was so sad that time... Wanted to comfort her but the guys are in our apartment and she locked her door... But luckily, her classmates came and she became good mood already..
This afternoon, i wanted to play CS actually... So i asked the guys whether they have the game... And i don't want to go to their apartment to play. So they brought their laptop here... And, i made a conclusion... I DON'T WANT TO PLAY CS ANYMORE!!! I made me feel dizzy... And i feel like vomiting after i played...
I broke my promise... Once again... Just now... I broke the promise that i made to myself... I cried once again... I cannot stand it anymore... Why it seems like am the only one who is suffering? I really cannot stand it anymore... Although i already try my very best to control my feeling, but still... Sigh... I really hope that i can overcome it ASAP... Really... It is suffering...
10:48 PM By 小惟的心情部落格
