Tuesday, April 29, 2008
I don't know what happen to me...
29 April 2008 Sunny DayFeeling sleepy throughout the whole day... Since this morning, i have been "fishing" all around but i couldn't got a fish... What a lousy fisher "girl" i am... HAHA...
Will be soooo sleepy, because of last night... But at least i know someone feeling since last night... HAHA... Actually am happy, of course... Is the matter of time, i know... Previously, i wanted to go back home so eagerly is because i need to think over again... About this problem n questions that am facing at also... I need an explanation for myself... And for this problem also...
My personality: am lack of protection and need it from almost everyone... I can doubt that is 100% true... I need protection since i was young... From parents, siblings, friends... Anyone that i can trust... Besides that, it says that i looking forward for a long term relationship... That is true also but not so accurate... Who doesn't want a long term relationship? Just that how you work in the particular relationship... About THAT question, i think of many many times although haven't ask yet... Will i agree? Or i will reject? I don't know... And i can't find the answer up till now!!! Sigh...
Feel so empty now... I don't know why... Suddenly, i want to go back home immediately... Don't want to stay here... I don't know what happen to me... Maybe am running away from the problem that am facing at once again... Can't help from running away... This is my only choice as i decide not to cry anymore at this problem... Am useless, no doubt it... Am not brave enough to solve it... Sigh...
So tired today... Think so much and it makes me headache again... Sigh... Gotta sleep early... HAHA... Tomolo will be a nice and comfort day... I hope... 明天会更好的！加油吧，小惟！加油！
9:30 PM By 小惟的心情部落格
