Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Am back!!!
30 April 2008 Sunny DayAM BACK!!! I mean am back to my hometown already... HAHA... So happy to be homed... Everything here are prepared properly for you... Need not to wash the clothes myself, need not to clean the house myself either... So COOL...
But there is sad thing also... I miss KL at the same time... Miss friends there... Especially HIM... Just few days back home, is not that i won't meet them forever... But why i will that feeling? Am i too dependent on others? Especially on HIM? I hope not...
On my way back home, i saw an accident... 2 or 3 people died on scene there... Suddenly, i have a thought that human beings are weak... I feel so scare about it... But what Jia Yean said was correct... She said that human are weak, just that we don't realize. She also said that we should treasure each and every living day... That is true... So true... We mustn't regret for living in this world...
So, i had make a conclusion on THAT question... I will give a positive answer... We mustn't regret for living in this world... Maybe this will help in my studies, not that will ruin it... Or i shouldn't think of THAT question... Maybe is just that i think too much already...
"I will give us some time also... I swear... But just that sometimes my feeling is not right after reading something... It makes me think that what i think will not come true... But i hope that is just i think too much... "
人类是脆弱的。所以，做人要知足，不能忘本。我不会后悔自己所做过的一切，因为那是我的选择，后果，我会自己承担的...
11:46 PM By 小惟的心情部落格
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
I don't know what happen to me...
29 April 2008 Sunny DayFeeling sleepy throughout the whole day... Since this morning, i have been "fishing" all around but i couldn't got a fish... What a lousy fisher "girl" i am... HAHA...
Will be soooo sleepy, because of last night... But at least i know someone feeling since last night... HAHA... Actually am happy, of course... Is the matter of time, i know... Previously, i wanted to go back home so eagerly is because i need to think over again... About this problem n questions that am facing at also... I need an explanation for myself... And for this problem also...
My personality: am lack of protection and need it from almost everyone... I can doubt that is 100% true... I need protection since i was young... From parents, siblings, friends... Anyone that i can trust... Besides that, it says that i looking forward for a long term relationship... That is true also but not so accurate... Who doesn't want a long term relationship? Just that how you work in the particular relationship... About THAT question, i think of many many times although haven't ask yet... Will i agree? Or i will reject? I don't know... And i can't find the answer up till now!!! Sigh...
Feel so empty now... I don't know why... Suddenly, i want to go back home immediately... Don't want to stay here... I don't know what happen to me... Maybe am running away from the problem that am facing at once again... Can't help from running away... This is my only choice as i decide not to cry anymore at this problem... Am useless, no doubt it... Am not brave enough to solve it... Sigh...
So tired today... Think so much and it makes me headache again... Sigh... Gotta sleep early... HAHA... Tomolo will be a nice and comfort day... I hope... 明天会更好的！加油吧，小惟！加油！
9:30 PM By 小惟的心情部落格
Monday, April 28, 2008
Damn Stupid Bloody Idiot!!!
DAMN YOU!!! Dare you to slap me? My Godness!!! Mark just like "touch" my face but you just SLAPPED it!!! Not just one side but 2 sides together!!! You know what is the word PAINFUL means?Just a game only... N yet if you wan to play, can't you just tell me... Let me prepare first!!! But you just straight slapped it!!! Why must you did that? Don't you know that girls don't like guys to slap them? Don't you know that simple understanding is it?
说真的，之前我对你的第一印象已经不是这么好了，但是我还是对你很客气。经过这起事件之后，你别想我对你客气了！告诉你吧，你是第一个敢对我这样做的男生。可见的，你并不了解我。咱们走着瞧吧！
5:39 PM By 小惟的心情部落格
Saturday, April 26, 2008
Taggged by lyne
Name 5 people you can think of right off the top of your head. Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 5 friends. NO CHEATING yeah! (:1. Shalinee
2. Charlene
3. HIM?!
4. Jia Yean
5. Lok Mun
1. How did you meet 1?
MGHS!!! Our beloved secondary school which have a lot of memories there... Not SOME teachers of course...
2. On a scale of 1 -10 how would u rate your friendship with 1?
9.999... To the nearest 3 significant figures : 10!!! HAHA...
3. how long have you known 4?
4 months... No... Becoming 5 and wil continue forever!!!
4. How do you know number 3?
KL? Yea...
5. Where's 5?
Erm... KL? Of course... HAHA...
6. A fact about number 1?
ALWAYS smiling. Very crazy. Very random.
7. Who is 4 going out with?
Me?! HAHA... She always hang with me in school la...
8. What does 1 do for a living?
Study, study, study... HAHA...
9. Would you live with number 3?
Maybe... Depends on my luck lo...
10. What do you like about number 2?
Funny sometimes... HAHA...
11. Do you miss number 5?
Not really... Neah... Am bluffing... Sometimes when i need a person to talk to, i will miss him...
12. Would you make out with number 4?
OMG!!! Of course not!!!
13. What’s your opinion of number 2?
Happy always... HAHA...
14. What's your favorite memory with number 5?
Sharing all my problems with him... He is my listener... HAHA...
15. What would you do if number 1 and 2 were going out?
Of course not mind... If am going out with them also... HAHA...
16. Ever had a long conversation with 5?
Of course... Like i said, he is my listener for every problem that i facing at...
17. Have you ever slept at 2's house?
Please la... We are housemate... She sleeps in my house = i sleep in her house... HAHA...
18. Do you hang out with 3 a lot?
Erm... Not really ba... I guess...
19. Who have you known the longest?
1
20. How often do you talk to 1?
Before I came to KL, she was my best friend. We talk a lot in school... But now, we just chat during our free time as she is studying in melaka also... I MISS HER!!! T.T...
21. What about 2?
HAHA... We talk a lot of CRAP!!! HAHA...
22. Have you ever taught 4 more then a friend?
If i taught tat, am a lesbian... But i taught 3 instead of 4 =P...
23. Would you go out for a date with 3?
Yea... Of course i will... If am free also... HAHA...
24. Do you dream about 2?
Uptil now, now no... (Dun be sad) But future, maybe... HAHA...
25. What did no 4 did to you that you can never forget?
Gossiping... Anything tat we could in class!!! HAHA...
26. What have you done for 1 that the person never forget?
Made a birthday card for her? I think she wil never forget tat since I CUT MYSELF WHEN MAKING TAT CARD!!!
27. What's 3 hobby?
Study? Online? Study?
Tag 5 people:
- Lok Mun
- Anyone who wants to do the tag... HAHA...
2:33 PM By 小惟的心情部落格
Happy but Sigh...
25 April 2008 Sunny DayToday is the Awards ceremony... Almost the whole class went to receive the award... Only left a few of us in the class... So the whole day was just like learned nothing... From 10 am to 1 pm me and 3 of my classmates went to Sunway Pyramid... I bought a pair of slippers again as my previous one broken already... But is consider quite cheap and worth it (for me)...
Having a heavy flu the whole day... Morning time was just like someone missed me sooooooo much... I KEPT SNEEZING!!! I looked sooooo dumb when am having flu... My nose was like sooooo freaking red... 3 something after went back home, i straight took my medicines and took a nap... Feel much more better after taking my nap...Night time am went to CAL
Hawaiian Night at school MPH... It was sooooo different from SAM Disco Night... Total amount of students, of course SAM Disco night was more than that... But i like the end part of the party... It was sooooo HIGH!!! Am dance like nobody business... HAHA... Really stress out this time... After so much of stress that am having now...
そう失望した。 彼はなぜ私と踊らなかったか。 私は彼がここに来、私と踊ることができることを望む。 しかし彼は。Sigh...
12:23 AM By 小惟的心情部落格
Friday, April 25, 2008
Sooooo HAPPY!!!
24 April 2008 Rainy DayPhysic common test 2 today... Phew... Finally over... But i lost 13 marks total in that paper i think... Damn... I don't know whether i can still score this time... But at the essay part, i am very happy of it... Question about photocopier machine came out... HAHA... I studied so much on it... Luckily it came out... HAHA...
Today i didn't did any homeworks for the whole day... When came back time, rest for few minutes... Then went out with Jia Yean... Evening time went out with housemates again to go shopping for about 3 hours... WOW... I bought a holter... Which i won't wear it last time... This will be my first time wearing it... HAHA...
Went swimming tonight also with housemates again... Very good exercise for slimming down... HAHA... But just went down for about 1 hour then i went back home already as really exhausting... But it was fun... Really fun... I really enjoy myself today... Making myself so relax... Most importantly, i didn't think so much... HAHA...
SURPRISE!!! Tomorrow will have a surprise for all of you all... HAHA... 先卖个关子, tomorrow i will answer you all... HAHA...
So happy today... Thanks so much for you all... Really thanks... Thanks a lot...
12:17 AM By 小惟的心情部落格
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Why can't we have the Ability to Erase Part of our Memories?
22 April 2008 Gloomy DaySigh... Why can't human beings have that ability? Why can't we erase part of our memories? So that many people won't suffer so much already... Can't scientists invent it? Like saving data in a hard disc... We can erase it easily...
There is another thing that make me so sad... I failed my spec maths again... I worked so hard on it but still... I let everyone that help me down... Especially dad... He even gave me his form 6 teaching reference book... But i still let him down... Sorry dad... So from now onwards, i will do every spec maths homeworks that teacher gives. I swear...
LAN final exam today... Finally... I am going to finish MORAL STUDIES!!! There is leakage of question paper!!! Is the same... EXACTLY THE SAME!!! WOW... I thought that Taylor won't have any exam question paper leakage... Like my secondary school... But luckily i study and i know how to do... But i don't know whether is correct or not... That is the main problem...
HAHA!!! Charlene cooked today!!! The spaghetti that she cooked was sooooo NICE!!! Have the ability to be future housewife d... HAHA... Congrats Charlene... Your spaghetti was so nice... Thanks...
Suddenly feel very emotional again this afternoon... I don't know why... Very very down in mood... Sigh...
小惟啊小惟... Don't think so much... Happy always!!! Like last time... Am a happy girl don't i? HAHA... Sigh...
9:35 PM By 小惟的心情部落格
Monday, April 21, 2008
What i did???
Whats wrong with you???Did i did anything wrong???
Or i did just that i didn't realize it...
Tell me...
Please...
I really don't like the situation now...
Hate it so much...
I want it to be over...
As soon as possible...
I thought it was over since that incident...
But the is "mood" is still there...
Which i don't know why it is still there...
I want to be as usual...
Like 2 months ago...
Or maybe like at the beginning of the year...
As my friend said
“他真幸福，有我们的大小姐这么的牺牲，
为他掉下了这么多眼泪...”
She is true...
Why should i?
Because i like him...
That is the reason...
我是个表里不一的人，
不会表露真正的自己，
但着面具，度过一生，
直到有一天，
我倒下了，面具掉了，
我的内心就表露出来了...
7:45 PM By 小惟的心情部落格
Sunday, April 20, 2008
不希望你明白也不想你明白
以前，你我同是路人。见面，也是是打声招呼，
并不会去注意彼此。
自从发生了那起事件后，
你我的距离变短了。
我们开始有了联系，
开始从陌生了路人，
变成了朋友。
不知何时，
我们的关系，
已超越了朋友的界限。
你开始用一些亲密的字，
传简讯给我。
或许是月老在对我们开玩笑，
有了感觉，
却没勇气表白，
彼此都害怕被拒绝。
其实，我很想要，
但是，我开不了口。
我常在幻想，
被喜欢的男生牵着艘手，是什么感觉...
被喜欢的男生抱着，是什么感觉...
被喜欢的男生安慰，是什么感觉...
有时候，
走在街上，看到那些情侣，
我很羡慕他们。
多么希望自己也是其中之一，
和自己喜欢的男生在一起。
等了这么多年，
应该不介意在等多一年吧！
你不表白也不问，
就当作什么也没发生过吧！（虽然我很不愿意这么说...）
我好像回家哦！！！
可能就是因为能天天见面，
我才想回家吧...
这样一来，
就不会越陷越深了...
也就不会这么心痛，
这么伤心了...
9:37 PM By 小惟的心情部落格
My feeling... AGAIN...
Weird feeling AGAIN...I don't know why it happened again...
不安的感觉又来了...
Don't know how to explain this feeling but...
Still feel uncomfortable...
Friendship and relationship...
Can i managed to do my responsible well in these 2 groups?
I don't think i can...
Really don't think so...
或许吧！
我是个悲观主义者，
什么事都往坏的方面想。
我知道有时候，
我回想太多，
但是，can't help...
我是个很敏感的人，
也常以逃避来解决问题。
一旦发生了一些事，
我会不想宿舍，
因为我在逃避。
不想面对一个人时，
我会封闭自己，
但是却封闭不了我的思想...
Sometimes, i feel like leaving here...
Leaving this world...
But i know i can't...
I have my responsibility here and i must do it...
Crying won't solve anything, i know...
But at least i feel better after i cried...
At least i can fall asleep after i cried...
At least i need not to care so much when i cry...
人生就是这样...
有起有落，
路程，
有长有短，
只是看你怎么走过罢了...
8:32 PM By 小惟的心情部落格
Herbal eggs... NICE~~~
19 April 2008 Sunny DayStupid air-condition... Why must you leaked water at this time? You know that i slept at 2.30am on the previous day??? And because of you, kept leaking water and splashed on my face, i wake up at 8.30am!!!
I cooked herbal eggs today!!! HAHA... It took me about 4 hours to cook it as the previous 1 hour was for preparation of the eggs... Everyone said is very nice... I tried it myself too... Really very nice... Out of my expectation (after the porridge incident)... HAHA... So proud of myself today...
There is still another thing that makes me soooo happy today since this morning... HAHA... Is just a misunderstanding... HAHA... Who said that guys not 小气？They are actually... Or just some of them ARE?
Spending the whole morning cooking herbal eggs... I can only washed all my clothes and tidy my room at about evening time... Sooooo tiring to do all houseworks (although just a part of it)...
Herbal eggs still left 7 more after the second round of cooking... Who want it? HAHA... Can't bought it outside... Pte Ltd by Xiao Wei... HAHA... What a happy day is today... Such a long time don't have this kind of feeling for the whole day already... Hope i can still have this feeling forever... Hope it would never gone away... HAHA...
1:16 AM By 小惟的心情部落格
Saturday, April 19, 2008
What my name really means...
You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.You are light hearted and accepting.
You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.
You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited...
Which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly.
You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time.
Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable.
You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious.
You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.
You are very charming... dangerously so.
You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.
You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world.
Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!
You are friendly, charming, and warm.
You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat.
Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible.
But for the important things, you pull it together.
You are truly an original person.
You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing.
You're a strong person.
You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak.
Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.
You are very intuitive and wise.
You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination.
You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy.
You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals
Is it true?
For me, i think is 99% accurate!!! HAHA...
Wow... Amazing...
Check it out at http://blogthings.com/whatsyournameshiddenmeaningquiz/
9:45 PM By 小惟的心情部落格
背影 sang by 林宥嘉 (My favourite song =D)
三公分阳光三公分空气
堵在眼前像一面玻璃
挡住了你表情
剩下只有脚印
一直向前走
走不完距离
一直向后退不出回忆
很高兴有心事
帮我困住自己
你头发上淡淡青草香气
变成了风才能和我相遇
你的目光蒸发成云
再下成雨我才能够靠近
感谢我不可以住进你的眼睛
所以才能拥抱你的背影
有再多的遗憾用来牢牢记住
不完美的所有美丽
感谢我不可以拥抱你的背影
所以才能变成你的背影
躲在安静角落不用你回头看
不用珍惜
我怀里所有温暖的空气
变成风也不敢和你相遇
我的心事蒸发成云
再下成雨却舍不得淋湿你
躲在安静角落如果你回头看
不用在意
歌词很有意义，very meaningful...
1:20 AM By 小惟的心情部落格
Friday, April 18, 2008
Stupid nose... I hope there is a nose transplant...
18 April 2008 Sunny DayStupid nose... Why there isn't any nose transplant in this world? I hope that i can change my nose... This afternoon, sinus attack again... So painful... Had to lend nasal spray as i forgot to bring mine one from Melaka. But it didn't seemed to work on me... STILL PAINFUL... Finally i decided to call dad and ask him where to buy the one that we used in house... He asked me to take actified and panadols first... If really can't cure, then go and see doctor... Phew... Luckily it cured... Not TOTALLY cured but at least better then previous...
Chemistry common test today seems to be OK to me... Of course i had a few questions don't know how to do, but at least over 50% i know how to do... But i still got scolded as i started my chemistry revision too late already... But if i start early, i will forget... Siao... Like that also got scolded... Sigh...
Had a game in the class... Forgot the name of the game already but it was FUN!!! Just like boys in a group and girls in a group... Then, each group think of a question for the opponent to guess by just ACTING, no speaking or talking... Is really damn fun... Out theme is about movie... So all kind of movies come out... Brokeback Mountain, Lion King, Phamtom of the Opera... Almost all... And is soooooo damn funny...
Actually what did i do? Had i done anything wrong? I really don't know... Tell me... Please... Why the attitude changed to fast? As in like is totally different from the past? Sigh...
Need to finish chemistry Social Relevance Task by this weekend... Nest monday is the due day... Have to pass up to teacher by 3.00 pm... So still the same... Gambateh!!!
10:55 PM By 小惟的心情部落格
My feeling right now... At this time...
A weird feeling that i have never ever been through before....At this time,
Right now...
Why i would have this kind of feeling?
Am i in love?
Or i like someone?
But i didn't feel sad at all...
Or i suppose to be SAD?
In a relationship, 女生应该先表白吗？
这是一个值得讨论的事情...
In my opinion, a big NO for that...
我是一个思想传统的女生，
所以我认为，guys should take action first...
Sometimes, 有些事情是不等人的...
If you do not do in time,
You will regret...
Truly regret in your whole life...
我喜欢你，
但是我不能先开口，
因为我是个思想传统的人。
我希望你也有一样的想法，
我也希望不是我单恋。
最近发生了很多事情，
我不知道我做错了什么，
我也不知道你到底怎么了。
我很想问，
但是，我有我的原则，
我不能违背我的原则，
所以，我只能默默地等了，
让时间能冲淡一切。
If you read that, please response!!!
My patient is running out...
Am afraid that i will change my mind...
Which i don't wan to...
Please... God, HELP ME!!!
8:51 PM By 小惟的心情部落格
Thursday, April 17, 2008
Clever Girl...
17 April 2008 Sunny DayFeel very tired again when wake up this morning... I slept quiet early last night but still feel very tired... Am kept dreaming... I don't know why... Stress? Tense? Or have anything that annoying me? Maybe... Sigh... Headache again... Like is my BEST FRIENDS who visit me almost everyday...
Wow... I can do my spec maths homeworks... Like the rest don't know how to do and asked teacher in the class but i CAN SOLVED IT!!! Amazing... What a clever girl am i... HAHA... Orchid la... So clever... HAHA...
Pretend like we don't know each other?! Weirdo... Should it be like this? Why must be like this? I don't wan to be like that!!! This is not what i want!!! WEIRDO!!! But i don't care anymore (i hope i can)...
Chemistry common test 2 tomorrow... So fast?! Scary... Must work hard this time... Is common test 2 already... Must get good result this time... Gambateh ba xiao wei... Gambateh!!!
9:39 PM By 小惟的心情部落格
一时感触... Don't understand? Don't read...
很后悔，后悔来到吉隆坡，
后悔选读 Taylor's College，
后悔住进这组屋区，
后悔认识任何人...
但是，
时间是不能倒流的。
我只能顺着走，顺着过了。
如果，
时间能回到过去，
我还是会选择来吉隆坡，
我还是会选读 Taylor's College，
我还是会住进这组屋区...
因为，
这里有我许多回忆，
有快乐的，
也有悲伤的，
更有搞笑的...
我不会后悔认识任何人，
更不会后悔认识他，
因为他们带给我许多回忆，
许多深刻的回忆...
路是自己选的，
后果也得自己承担。
就算后悔，
也得继续走。
人生嘛...
起起伏伏是难免的，
忍一忍，
就过了。
做人嘛，
开心最重要，
伤心的事，
就那一段过渡期，
只要咬紧牙根，
就过了。
看破红尘，
心情自然会好了。
7:13 PM By 小惟的心情部落格
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Effect of lack of SLEEP
16 April 2008 Sunny DaySigh... Not enough of sleep again... Am just like SLEEPING the whole day during class time... Siao... Didn't heard what teacher taught today (except spec maths and maths period am AWAKE TOTALLY...) Chemistry period is like SOOOO SUPER DUPER BORED!!! 2 hours we having it some more for today as one is extra class and the other one is during our practical class time...
Who ask me to sleep so late last night? Blame who? Just myself... I can only blame myself... Sigh... Shouldn't had slept so late... Until i got headache the whole day... Soooooo painful... Panadol again i need to take... Think panadol will be my BEST MEDICINE ever... HAHA...
Everyone must have a certain way to express their wen feeling or stress rite? My way is by writing blog... Think everyone have it also... Nowadays, blogging is sooooo famous and popular among community... Almost everyone have a blog... So is nothing special for me to have one, right?
Could someone conclude something accurately before he asks? The answer for that is a NO if he is lucky and he got it right... So we must ask first before we could conclude anything... Must remember that...
Tonight i must sleep earlier... I don't want to be like today... SLEEPING almost all the time in school... HAHA... I have a question here, 男生都是很小气的吗? 应该不会吧... 哈哈！！！
9:58 PM By 小惟的心情部落格
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Tensed Day...
15 April 2008 Sunny DaySigh... Forgot to write for yesterday already... But yesterday i was busy studied specialist mathematics as today i am having common test 2... Yesterday was a tough day... So as this morning... Immediately after specialist mathematics common test was chemistry practical test written report session... Siao... After we finish our common test, we rushed to our next class as we are late... But luckily we managed to get on time...
I went skating again... HAHA... So happy as i need to release my tense that i have it on the pass few days... But i just skate for about 2 hours... Although today didn't seems to have many people skating but just that i don't have mood to skate... Me and Lok Mun also having the same feeling... Don't have mood to skate... And... MY LEG CRAMP!!! This is the first time my leg cramp during skating time... So PAINFUL!!!
After Lok Mun went back, i shopped at Sunway alone for 1 hour!!! Incredible for me la... This is the first time i shop alone in KL... And i took taxi back alone too... But shopped alone isn't a comfortable thing to do... Didn't talk during the whole "shopping time", no other suggestion... BORED... But is really enjoyable also sometimes...
LAME... So lame answer it is... Never mind... At least i having fun this afternoon... Although my leg cramped... HAHA...
Chemistry common test 2 this friday... Need to work harder already... Cannot get such a low marks compare to CT 1 anymore... Gambateh ba...
7:50 PM By 小惟的心情部落格
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Back to KL again...
13 April 2008 Rainy DayWhat a ... day... Sigh... Went back to Melaka on saturday morning then came back to KL this afternoon... So tired... Just spend 1 night at home... Time passes so fast... Sunday already... Have to come back... Sigh...
Today is grandpa's passed away 1 year anniversary... Mummy had asked auntie to prepare a lot of dishes for grandpa... All of the dishes look so delicious and is all vegetarian!!! Unbelievable that auntie could made it to be like doesn't look like are vegetarian... But grandpa doesn't like it... (grandpa doesn't like to eat vegetarian foods...)
Since i went back home, so decided to ask dad spec maths questions... I feel like i am sooooo dumb again... Such a easy question i also don't know how to do... But dad had passed me his previous form 6 teaching revision book which is quite easy to understand compare to my spec maths textbook... Thanks dad!!!
Kor and Sao quarrel again... I really don't know what happen to both of them... Kor seems to be rude to sao... In the car also the same... Both of them rarely talk... They are TOTALLY DIFFERENT from mum n dad... So quiet in the car... So weird...
Back to KL time is around 7 something already... Still very full as i eat a lot when in Melaka... After unpacking my stuffs, i went to listen to music and study spec maths... Doesn't seems like wan to talk even though in msn... Like nothing to talk... No mood at all... Sigh... Don't know whether is exam mood or what... But I HATE THIS FEELING!!! I can confirm that...
Tomorrow need to go to school again... So fast... Weekend finish already... It seems like i did NOTHING during the weekend... By the way, i need to on diet already... TOO FAT!!! (every family members said that i am FAT!!!) Is it because of steriods that i took previously for my nerve problem? But still, ON DIET!!!
10:19 PM By 小惟的心情部落格
Saturday, April 12, 2008
What an EATING day...
12 April 2008 Rainy dayWhat a long day is today... Finally, i am back to Melaka - my hometown... Actually i don't like to come back to Melaka on saturday as i need to travel back on sunday again... Just stay for 1 night... Not Shiok at all...
Eat... eat... eat... The first thing i did was eat... Wan tan mee, follow by curry puffs, then fried popiah, after was dinner.... WOW... I just realised that i am sooooooo good in EATING!!!
Spec maths again... Luckily daddy just gave me his form 6 teaching reference book... Sooo good that i can understand what is meant by complex number... Suddenly feel like complex number is sooooo easy... Hmmmm... Need to try onto the questions that teacher gave us...
What is LOVE? Then what is LIKE? Do someone need to like ASK first only we can considered a relationship has started? I have to answer myself again... Sigh...
April... Will be a very very VERY busy month... Assignments, reports, exams... Sooooo MANY... Sigh... Just bear with it... What to do? Am a student... I need to work harder to achieve my goal... Xiao Wei... GAMBATEH!!!
10:33 PM By 小惟的心情部落格
Friday, April 11, 2008
What a Tired but Happy day...
11 April 2008 Sunny DayAlthough it drizzling this morning, but it seems not to affect my mood today... Actually i still feel sooooo sleepy when got up this morning but.... still have to go to school... No more FREE ESL PERIOD (yesterday was the last group for issue analysis and am was in it!!!)
Again i have to mention... I DUNNO HOW TO DO SPEC MATHS HOMEWORKS!!! Is not that i don't want to do, is that when you got stuck on the first question, you don't have the mood to do it again... And the conclusion is I NEED TO REVISE MY SPEC MATHS AGAIN and AGAIN!!! Is a MUST for this weekend!!!
Actually my mood started to be good at my break time... Even thought before that i wasn't that good mood, but after i am in good mood!!! Is so SWEET and WARM~~~ But must always remind myself that STUDIES is having the FIRST PRIORITY!!! Nothing is more than that... Study, study, STUDY!!!
Phew... Finally, our class had finished organic chemistry which is like SOOOOO LONG and SOOOO TOUGH!!! Telling the truth, i don't understand what the teacher is teaching at all!!! So confusing... Sigh... Need to study by myself again and yet the test is on NEXT FRIDAY!!! Damn it... Must work hard... Can't let mum and dad down already... First semester exam was the NIGHTMARE!!! Must get better result this time!!! MUST!!!
Going back tomorrow anyway... Sigh... Time passes so fast... 1 year already... 公公，我很想你... 真的很想你... 不用担心，小惟在 KL 过的很好... 您放心...
11:33 PM By 小惟的心情部落格
Thursday, April 10, 2008
New blog coming up!!!
10 April 2008 Rainy DayJust create a new blog today!!! Feeling like i should have a place where i can release my tense sometimes... So i decide to create a NEW BLOG for myself!!!
Specialist mathematics is really tough... I cant even do the exercises that teacher had gave us... Can't even think of the solution of the FIRST question!!! Feel like i am so dumb and stupid... But I WONT GIVE UP!!!
Girls, i have a suggestion here, that is DO NOT ever walk around the school with high heel shoes... My legs are damn PAINFUL now!!!
Today mood kind of good actually... Although had issue analysis today and i am very tensed today, but my mood is just kind of sweet... (At least i know that he cares about me...) HAHA...
Sometimes i wonder how LOVE and LIKE is... Will it like be sweet and bitter? Is complicated actually to explain this kind of feeling... I know... Is all relationship will be like what is written
on the love novel that i read? I don't know... But i wish to know...
That is end of today... Raining doesn't seems to affect my MOOD!!! Haha...
10:09 PM By 小惟的心情部落格
